Marjorie’s Graduation Speech

Graduating class of school where DC widow blog writer Marjorie Brimley delivered commencement address

Welcome families, friends, teachers, and graduates.  To the class of 2019: thank you for inviting me to speak.  I’m so lucky to be here.

And so are you.  You made it past this first big finish line: high school graduation.  You wrestled with the complicated history of feminism with Julie. You explored your identity through art with Michelle.  You learned about biogeochemical cycles from CA. And now, you’re getting ready to start the rest of your life.

While I’m hopeful for all of you, I can’t predict your future.  I don’t know whether you’ll major in engineering or graphic design.  I don’t know who you’ll marry (or whether you’ll get married) and I don’t know if you will come back to DC to settle down or spend your life traveling the world.  The future, in so many ways, is unknown. I can’t predict it.

But there is something I can almost guarantee.  

Bad things will happen to you.

I know.  It’s not exactly what you expected me to say.  I think I’m supposed to say something like, “the future is as bright as your dreams.”  And that may be true.

But I also know this – you’re likely to face something truly terrible in your life.

I’m not talking about a B minus.  I’m talking about the real world – the one where things often don’t go your way.  The one where things are hard and sometimes unhappy.

Maybe you have already faced a major hardship.  Maybe you weren’t sure if you’d walk across this stage today.  Maybe you battled an illness – physical or mental – that made it difficult to get out of bed every day.  Maybe you experienced a loss that shook the very foundation of your family.

Or maybe you haven’t yet.  Gosh, I hope you haven’t yet.

Either way, I’m here to tell you this – the future holds so much promise.  But the future also holds the potential for great hardship.

As most of the people on this stage know, but some in the audience might not, my husband Shawn died suddenly last year from colon cancer.  He was 40. In an instant, I became a young widow with three kids under 9. I didn’t come to work for months. I barely got out of bed during that time.  I retreated into my safe space, the one where I gave into my emotions and didn’t allow anyone to truly console me. For months, I left this world.

But eventually, I had to face reality.  I came back to work at GDS. I went to events at my kids’ school.  I put on a brave face and when I’d see someone in the hallway or at the grocery store, I’d smile.  

“How are you?” a colleague or an acquaintance might ask.

“I’m gooooood!” I’d say.  

I rarely meant it.

I oscillated between cowering at home, alone, and greeting everyone with a smile out in public.  Of course, sometimes, I’d fail at this, and instead of a smile I’d start inappropriately sobbing with the cashier at CVS, which always freaked people out.  “It’s okay!” I’d say. “My husband just died so I do this sometimes!” Then I’d watch the person slowly step further away from me.

Because the world tells us to look away from grief, doesn’t it?  That’s why we admire people who come to work and put a smile on their face and say they are “doing great!”  Do you know what we call people like that?

We call them strong.

But I think we have to start imagining strength in a different way.  Is it really strong to deny your emotions and just barrel through life?  Is it really strong to face adversity and continue to always have a smile on your face?

Or is there another way we can think about all of this?  

I certainly hope so.   Because, as I noted, you’re likely to face something bad in your future.  I hope it’s nothing as terrible as losing a spouse – but you may lose a job or end a really important relationship.  You may find yourself on the wrong career path or you may have to move to a place where you don’t know anyone. You may feel alone.

And in those moments, it may seem like you have two choices.  You can give up, retreat into your sadness and your room and cover yourself in tears.  OR you can “be resilient,” pull yourself together and do your best even when things are the worst.  

But what if there’s an alternative?  What if instead of retreating into pain, on the one hand, or “being strong,” on the other, you can do something else?

What if, instead, you reached out?  What if when you faced that bad thing – that terrible adversity – you asked for support from the dearest people that surrounded you?

What might this look like?

Well, graduates, I can tell you, because in one of my darkest moments, you did it for me.

It was January of this year, the 1-year anniversary of Shawn’s death.  I decided to “be strong” and come to work, but once I got there, I struggled with how I was going to make it through.  It was a Wednesday, and by the time I got to my 5th period Comparative Government class, I was barely holding it together.  I tried to teach about the failed states index and I think I was part-way through describing Somalia when I started openly crying in front of all of you in that class.  

And you stayed in that moment with me.  Maybe you didn’t know what to do. Maybe a teacher has never cried in front of you.  

But here’s the key point: you didn’t run away.  You sat there with my pain and you let me cry and afterwards many of you said something kind to me.  Some of you didn’t know what to say – and that’s okay – but you still looked at me as you left, telling me with your eyes that you were thinking of me.

And do you know what I felt?  I felt loved.  By my students and by this school.  But I could not have had this moment if I didn’t first let you in.  If I didn’t first say, “here is my pain. Please see it.”

So, yes, I’m telling you that in the future you will face something hard.  Maybe something really hard. But I will also tell you this: when I faced the worst possible thing, I was not actually alone.  

And you won’t be either.

Class of 2019, I want you to find someone special out there in the audience or on the stage, or close your eyes and think of someone who can’t be here.  It might be a parent or a sibling or a teacher. Make eye contact with that person if you can. I’m going to pause here for just a moment.

Now, I want you to remember this moment when things get hard.  That person – the one you made eye contact with or thought about – that person is someone who will support you when things get hard.

But I want you to remember something else.  There are dozens of people who surround you right now.  Who love you. Who don’t want you to suffer alone or pretend to be okay when you’re not.  These people are your community.

Now, here’s the audience participation part.  I want everyone here to reach out to the people sitting around you (and it’s okay if you’d rather just do this in your mind.)  You can put your arm around a friend, offer a stranger a hand to hold, or hold someone in your heart. Okay, so is everyone doing that?  Keep holding on.

Graduates, this is your community.  This is your web of support. And everyone here is saying the same thing:  “we got you.”

I want to hear you say it, audience!

“We got you!”   

“We got you!”  

“We got you!”

Because what we have in this life is each other.

So at some time in the future when things are going badly, I want you to remember how many people are here, ready to catch you if you fall.

Tell your story.  Listen to others. Share your lives with those around you and get through pain together.

And don’t forget:  We got you.

29 Replies to “Marjorie’s Graduation Speech”

  1. Sheryll Brimley says: Reply

    Wonderful Marjorie! Just wonderful. Shawn is just beaming from the heavens above! Congratulations! What an honour for you! Bill & I are so very proud of you!!

    1. Thank you! That means so much!!

  2. This is so, so good. Proud of you, my friend. xo

    1. Thank you!

      1. Andrea Travis says: Reply

        Wow. I’m deeply moved and touched. Wonderful speech. Much love to you.

        1. Thank you!

  3. Helen Keller says: Reply

    Beautiful speech. It took me 2 1/2 years to face life again after the sudden death of my husband. I know what that dark place feels like. Here’s to you and here’s to anyone going through an incredible loss.

    1. Thanks so much for saying this. It’s hard to put any sort of timeline on it, but in a strange way, time does help us to be able to face this world after loss. So does community.

  4. What an amazing speech! You have bared your soul but also provided a model of how to go on after what I know is a living nightmare. Well done. 👏👏👏

    1. Thanks so much for your kind comment – I know you understand my sentiments better than most!

    2. Rosemary Foti says: Reply

      These are Exceptional words of wisdom that came from the heart to guide many generations to come ! To teach present and future generations about life changing events and how to respond and cope with to The unpredictable is incredibly valuable!

      1. Thank you!

  5. Amazing speech Marjorie! Brought tears to my eyes but with lots of smiles as I admire your strength and courage. You are the the best role
    Model for you kids and wishing you lots of love and happiness!

    1. Thanks Sumi! We had such fun together all those years ago, didn’t we?

  6. I wish our students also heard this. It’s something that’s not eays for them to do, to reach out when they need help, to know that there are people around who are ready and willing to help them. I lost my fiance last year, and I’m only able to manage through the grief because of my community – family and dear friends. Thank you for this beautiful message.

    1. Thank you! I was lucky to be able to give this speech in front of students I dearly loved. I think they thought so too.

  7. Oh sh#% I’m crying again

    1. Awww….love this.

  8. Cathy Phillips says: Reply

    This is beautiful, Marjorie. I remember your valedictory speech from 22 years ago. (You mentioned bubble gum. 🥰) Your classmates, teachers, coaches, friends, your community…We’ve still got you.

    1. Haha! I don’t remember it at all, but when the principal asked me if I’ve ever spoken at graduation, I said, “oh yes, I spoke at my own high school graduation!”

  9. Lauren Brownlee says: Reply

    So beautiful and exactly what I needed to see as head into my next chapter. THANK YOU! <3

    1. Thanks my friend – and good luck!

  10. Gail Wesson-Spivey says: Reply

    That was so on point. One of the things that added to the hardness of grief was the fact that the world doesn’t make a place for it. Hope your journey continues nicely

    1. Yes, exactly. This speech didn’t come out of nowhere – it’s been an ongoing theme in my role as an educator. I’m lucky to work at a school that accepts and embraces complicated people, and complicated life circumstances.

  11. Perfect, much-needed wisdom and gratitude for graduates, and all of us. Fantastic talk & post. You’re turning your own pain into something beautiful that helps other people.
    Is there any better way to serve LOVE? to live, and stitch our social fabric?
    There’s that quote, too, about when Plan A fails kicking the crap out of Plan B. You got this.

    1. Thanks so much for such a kind comment. I’m certainly doing my best….but I’m lucky to have so many great people around me who catch me when I fall.

  12. I’ve followed your story from the beginning because a friend suddenly became a widow last May. I’ve loved your writing and seeing into your life, to try to better understand my friend’s life. And today I’m crying, imagining how powerful that message would be to hear at a graduation. It really is about the people and our community. Thank you so much for sharing.

    1. Thanks so much for writing this – and for reading my blog. It’s so lovely that you’re reading to understand more about your friend’s life. That’s real friendship, and it’s beautiful.

  13. F-ing perfect, Marjorie! I love your message so much.

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